WELL HELLO THERE!

Hello everyone! I have been gone for a while and I have to apologize for that. The past three weeks have been absolutely a roller coaster of emotions over here. It has been so tough and we did the only thing we knew how to do is just take it one day at a time and just hoping that we make it through this hard time.

I had said at the beginning of the year that I would be open and share more of myself with you. I had a feeling that this year would be trying and boy has it been just that! But I have faith. Faith always helps me pick myself up, get through hard times. I have to admit that at times, I questioned it and wondered.  Wondered if we would be strong enough but you know what? You never know how strong you really are when you have no other choice. 

Those past weeks have also shown me how really fragile life is. My grandmother being so sick and almost dying has put a lot of things into perspective. She is still in critical conditions. I think the hardest thing for me was being so far away and really being helpless. 

When you are dealing with something as big as this, all the other things that we thought were so monumental just aren't. This makes me hold on to my husband and my loved ones harder. Just really enjoying life and being in the moment because we just never know what can happen tomorrow.

I am sure that there will be more uphill battles but I truly believe that there will be many good things happening as well. 

I wanted to share this with you today so if anyone out there is going through something, this might uplift you and know that this is a safe place to share whatever it is that you want.